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CHOICES – WHAT IS LIFE?
How perplexing life is, we squander the majority of our life existing in our secretive bubble, and then one day the bubble explodes, what do you Catch sight of? Life materializes right before our eyes, it is immense, it is daunting and it is inexperienced. Was this constantly here, just like this? How did I fail to notice all of this?
I contemplated that I had identified with life, except this was my classified and controlled life, instantly there is a totality new set of laws, anomalous rules, who modified these rules. Every time you formulate a choice it bewilders and heaves you in a new direction, a new path which is contained by parallel univeres; it’s incredible similar to all realities occurring at the same time, which is how slight these parallel universes subsist. Picture sitting in your living room watching TV, comfy on your sofa while a dinosaur walks through your universe, maybe you can’t see him, save for he is there, it is all happening precisely to us all, without hesitation, all the time.
Have you interminably questioned what you have been doing, where has this year gone, this month? Perhaps you have remained on autopilot; merely following your standard routine, not being in command of your life, during this day in, and day out of events, one after the other. Then you gaze into the mirror, how did my hair get gray, how did I come to an end, here in this place, this was not what I sought? Was I caught up in the river of rapids again, and it knocked me off course?
I grieve for my life, or did I fail to attend my life, as if someone else was active inside me taking a hold over me, was I sitting in the back set, how does this transpire? To be fully aware all the time, it appear impossible; you would engage in a life prohibitive in the Himalayas in a pure state of medication to float in the space you exist in.
My life is more or less over, this is my last chapter, I assert that I have no indication where the time has gone, is it too late? I shout out to God help me, to my intimate family unit, are they strangers, who really knows me? I don’t know me, what a disoriented feeling of deep sorrow? I feel like I’m adrift, time is moving faster, I now look like my mother, how bewildering is this, reality? What is this utterly about, why are we at this juncture, is this a classroom, to catch sight of us making the right choices?
There is naught but silence, a hush over my universe, this one, the one I ended up in, am I to culpable for the emptiness of this life, or is this what we all feel, how many others feel the same, or am I so alone in this flash of fear? Lost on this immense planet that spins around like some game show, when it stops everyone must find a chair, whomever is left without a chair is a loser of this game. OMG, I don’t have a chair, what does this mean?
I am perplexed; someplace there are answers, I am screaming for answers deep-seated within, tears are flowing down my face, once a beautiful rose, now dried up and disappearing, is this because of making the wrong choices,or is this just life?
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